My dad managed to fix the desktop computer (it'll be virus-ridden in at least a month) so I'm back again! I reall began to miss my blog and felt dead and useless these past few days. With graduation coming up on Thursday, I'm feeling rather fine but certainly not that excited because I'm already getting a taste of summer and it's sucking pretty hard ones. I don't want to become desperate and have to resort to more naughtyness...like...drawing on my wall with lipstick. That would be pretty fun but I would be DEAD.
For the past three days, I have been eating alot of watermelon and now I'm starting to feel like one! My parents have been making preparations for my graduation and everytime they make trips to H-E-B to buy foods for the party they come back with these big ass watermelons...then I feel obligated to eat more because it looks so yumilicious sitting there in this huge white bowl with its juices dripping out so enticingly.
Honestly, I don't want a party because parties are so self-indulgent and you pretty much end up wasting alot of money just for people to come eat, listen to music, and make a mess. That's kinda why I didn't have a quinceanera when I turned 15 but I was never THAT type of girl. Even now, as I am going to have a party, I didn't invite many people. Why? Because I'm also not one to consider aquaintances to be real friends. Still, there are alot of people I haven't invited yet that I would like to come but I guess I can tell them tonight via FB or just give them a heads up at graduation. As far as I know, I may only be going to two graduation parties since I'm quite the busy person and I have SO MANY tasks to complete...lies. Like I mentioned before, aquaintances are not true friends.
Right now, I would like to smack my brother because he keeps on asking me if I'm done and complaining that his Xbox connection only has "ONE FUCKING BAR!!!!!!!!!" but he can say whatever the hell he wants because I'm only going to stay online longer just to spite him. It's a good thing that my sister is gone right now too because she would probably be yelling "DIE STUPID BIRDS!!!" with that damn game that so many I know are obsessed with called Angry Birds.
My room and guitar are summoning me. This piece of shit computer better work to see tomorrow's blog. I won't be surprised if it dies right before I post this. *crosses fingers*
I have a blue little window and a blue Corvette (I wish),
Dina Starr
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